STBB: Behind the Scene

I think I've learnt a lot from writing the STBB entries...

I was at one stage of age felt that I got too easily irritated. Not only that, I was too defensive also. U played me, u served your right – I’d pay back! That was who Zaki once upon a time. Until a friend of mine made a statement:

“Aku dah tak nak la cakap dengan ko la camni. Gurau sikit pun tak boleh!”

Well, that again got me irritated.

That’s basically it. I don’t like to be too much revealing about who I was years ago. To relate this with STBB, it was where I introspected myself: why shouldn’t take it positively? Why shouldn’t I take joke as joke, not more than that that it would hurt my heart?

Then slowly I changed myself, the way I perceived words from people. I tried to be more positive and open to people’s difference.

If previously I responded STBB’s with a broken heart, but now smile always decorates my lips.

Now relate this with the symptoms of STBB infection:

Among others, it may cause reddened face, acute heartache, burnt ears and their internal parts, hypertension and high blood temperature (but not up to feverish point). Besides that, to certain people with disordered psychological conditions, the signs and symptoms are completely different. Among others, they are hyperhydrated gum, dislocated jaw bones, and to a greater extent; temporary loss of memory, uncoordinated physical movements and loss of body balance. In rare cases, no signs or symptoms claimed.

Note the word disordered psychological conditions. Huhu… That’s who I am now. :P