Sunday, July 13, 2008

The Change of Self-Principle


Please have an idea about what I’m going to write by first reading this entry.

Yes, it was last year’s stand. I need to change. I shouldn’t be led by immature emotional. This one year has taught me a lot that I should not be too much dependant on people. I need to be free and loose.

This year I am going to be a 23-year guy (read: guy), which means I should not be the same like a 22-year-old-Zaki like is used to be last year. I need to change. Life is a journey with so many changes involved all the way towards a goal.

If I can change physically, why shouldn’t I change emotionally?

Those things still happen, but now I don’t really mind anymore. Let them be their way and I hope they’d see it from me.

Those things used to hurt me, but not now anymore. Let them be.

Those things used to affect a whole of my day, but not anymore. Whatever I hear, I see and I feel just takes not more than few minutes before I come to a controlled state.

Yes, I need to have a control over myself. Being emotional is like being a girl, man! One day I’ll be leading a lovely loved woman with me and I should not be emotional in order to do that, because women in their nature set by the Great Creator are with that attitude. Rationality plays major role in men’s decision making, and I am learning to develop that in me.

Allahumma la tuzigh qulubana ba’da iz hadaitana wahablana min ladunka rahmah, innaka antal wahhab..

14 comments:

Tuan Caracol said...

mari berubah kerana yang di atas...

szakif said...

pojan..

maksud ko, Yang Di Atas kah?

ye betol2.. itulah the ultimate goal setiap orang yang percayakan-Nya...

Far said...

member ni kadang-kadang lagi banyak mendatangkan masalah :(...that's why I prefer not to stick so much wif friends...

szakif said...

far...

it depends la.. kekadang masalah tu bukan la masalah sangat. it's just that we that it as something that would cause us a problem.

sabar eh sabar~

Jagatraya said...

Mari berhijrah dari negative ke positif.
Yang baik ke lebih baik.
Ynag lebih baik ke terbaik..!

luppi said...

Tahun lepas aku 23. Tahun ni aku 22. Tahun depan aku sweet 21 yeyy!! huhu

szakif said...

din jagatraya..

mari kita sahut seruan itu. kita gegarkan bumi bernama "Diri"!

szakif said...

luppi...

ok. ko da tempah seat dalam spaceship back to the future ke? tak boleh. tempahan da ditutup. lalala~

DaRk AnGeL said...

tak salah lah sesekali laki nak beremosi...
tanda laki itu berperasaan...

szakif said...

syifa...

erm.. betol jugak. tapi kalo lelaki (baca: aku) emosional sikit lagi nak cecah tahap pompuannye emotional, ape kes? hu~

tapi betol la tu~ tanda lelaki berperasaan.. hu~

ILA said...

kalau yg terlebih emosi tuuu..tu maknanya lelaki PONDANNNNN!!!

WAHAHAHAHA!!LARIIIIII!!!

ILA said...

ERRRMM...DTG BALIK..
ehh..dik!!! bulan apa yeakk..bakal genap 23 tahun

szakfi said...

kak ila..

tu ah.. saye nak lari drpd imej tuh, behaviourally and emotionally.. please support me :D

ha. ni da tanye pasal umur2 ni, wajib bagi hadiah tau pasni.

OKTOBER 11

okeh. deal. kak ila akan bagi hadiah. lalala~

nurilahi said...

Dear zaki..

pergi pergi!

(go go!)

Hehe. All the best

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