Being 21

It’s another day of my life where the sun of 11th October shines from the east. It’s my 21st birthday!

I’m very thankful to God for giving me opportunity to live another day on His earth with full of al-rizq and barakah that even my words of praise towards Him will never enough compared to what He has granted.

To me, reaching 21 years old is something to ponder. There were many things happened all these while; happiness, sadness, shocked, desperation, anger, frustration, satisfaction, pleasure, fight, hatred, winning, losing, all!

Yet I’m still here, trying to live my life to the fullest. Struggling to make everybody happy about me, seeking satisfaction for everybody around me, and striving to let things happen the best they can. But I’m just human. I can only do things up to my best, but not necessarily the results will be one too.

Thanks to all who wish me for this anniversary; in the blog, via the SMS and verbally. Syukran kabeeran katheeran! *setelah ditegur oleh baez. TQ!

Wish list:

1. I want to be more mature like a 21-year-old guy in the way I act, the way I bring myself and the way I think, and I hope that this behavior of mine which sometimes turns childish and immature will gradually fade away.
2. Regarding my academic stuffs, I pray that this semester I will come out with better result, I mean dean’s list CGPA – 3.5 or above. Caiyok!
3. I hope that my ‘baby’ will get OK soon as it was sent to Dr. Mobile Clinic in KLCC to repair the damage. If it’s destined not to live anymore, I’ll consider to get a new one; Nokia N-series! Hehe... Another one: Better computer. This one I’m using sometimes put my anger to the maximum point. Argh!
4. Talking about clinic, I’m still hazy on why I cannot make it – reduce my weight! Argh! I wish the ninety-plus-kilo weight will little by little decrease. Amen...
5. I pray for the move to Kuantan to bring more good than bad to me, to my family, to my friends, to my classmates, to my kulliyyah, and to all.
6. Nak jumpe Mawi! Bapak laa... minat sikit punye mendalam, tapi haram jadah sekali pun tak pernah jumpa mamat ni! Anyone can arrange? Kalau boleh nak nyanyi sama-sama dengan dia, boleh?
7. Lastly, I want to be better man!

MUHAMMAD ZAKI BIN RAMLI
October 11, 2006
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